Rotting into the sea of loneliness I feel empty.. can't complain I brought myself here.. why's it hurt so bad? Guess cause I care too much.. Should be happy.. I'm not.. I told her once if your happy I'm happy.. will that promise be true?? I pray so.. I can't break every promise I made her... Fuck I feel like a ass... Trying not to reach for the pack with only two more smokes left... so tempting..
So todays my dad's Birthday.. Happy Birthday dad... I miss you so much.. I wonder what would been like if you where here.. would I be a stuck up child or the country retard I am today?? Why did God take you when I was so young.. would of been amazing to know you.. Hope you ain't to disappointed in me.. I'm not the best kid I could be.. Randy is a good father-figure... I truly have learned a lot from him.. Still miss you though.. When I think of you I think of Black Tide's Into the Sky.. I'm here because of you.. Thank you.. I can't wait to see you one day.. Hopefully I won't cry too much.. I'm getting that tattoo of the Celtic cross with your name and Grammy and Dada's names also... It's all for yall.. Mainly for you dad.. so I will never forget you.. I love you..........
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