Over.

It's over. School is now done for me. At least till next wednesday.. sitting here listening to Black Veil Brides. Texting Crazy.. Funny how much trust I have lost for Tink.. I talk to Crazy and she understands and helps me.. its weird that a girl i've met just a couple of months ago can gain so much of my trust.. When a girl I've known for YEARS and has been my best friend girlfriend and soo much more just lost it like that.. i mean no disrespect when I say this. I mean she still is my best friend I just wonder why we can't get along together anymore? Is it me? Is it Her? God I don't know.. but we ain't talking at the moment so I just don't care..

I want out of this hell for a while.. I hear Tinks voice telling me to not run from your problems.. fuck.. I told myself a girl would never do this to me.. drive me soooo insane.. whatever I just want out of this town.. at least for a little bit..

So I went to church last night.. was freaking out about seeing her again... she wasn't there.. I actually depressed me but oh well...

Crazy just made me lose..... Damnit..

So Izu has been at my place all week.. he is like a brother to me.. he is a true friend.. he is so different then me yet he is like the perfect friend.. most of the time.. haha

If I didn't text Crazy I would soo go insane... she gives me advice and also keeps me entertained.. have so much respect for her.. but wish i could help her like she helps me.. Where is my life leading??