Dreams..

So last night I was super tired when I created this so hopefully I make more sense from here on. Sleeping through the night I have the most interesting/disturbing dreams.. The first was fine just another hunting dream, yet the second was very wrong yet helpful some.. I let my best friend Izu stay the night just as the dream started but when we wake up from a crazy nights sleep I find out news I truly feared.. Tink was pregnant.. but not by me.. Izu was the father and this sent me into a inferno of anger.. me and Tink are not together so why am I so furious over this news?? What is it that makes me so consumed into her life and her future? So many questions.. no answers. I turn to everything for help, nothing truly helps anymore. Our past is so full of good and bad times, but what does that say for our future..? I feel nothing yet I love her.. how is this possible? I have so little emotions since the past 4 months.. yet I can only think of her.. why does life have to confuse me? It knows i'm a slow person.. maybe help will find me and tell me some answers to these persisting questions..