Future.

I see something in the distance.. it's small, not clear, blurry. It comes in slowly and begins to make sense the more time goes by. Bit by bit, step by step it closes in and becomes more clear to see. Then one wrong move, one wrong thought, one wrong turn and it become blurry again. Ive been dreaming about my future since I was child. I dream of a
family...
children...
wife...
dogs...
cats...
farm...
house...
I dream of a job that allows me to provide and protect my family and care for their needs. I dream of my dad and how he provided for my family and how he worked his ass off till it was his time to ascend into the sky. I dream of happy non controlled life where I am able to make the decisions to make my families life better and satisfy their needs..

I look at my future now and I see a big blur. Nothing is revealed and it is so far away. Nothing makes sense, but I know there has to be a future somewhere it's just the question of what does it hold for me. Will I be happy? Will I find loves match for me? Will I have what I have dreamed of? Again with the questions... o well guess just more I will have to find answers to later on.

P.s. Time is a bitch!